I don't know how to feel right now.

I really do not know how to feel right now, my heart is in the right place and i know i want to be there for this person who has..i dunno how to put it not upset me but..in a way gave me freedom..i do not like it being on my own and i feel terrible..after all i made someone sick although i did not know how i did it...but right now were okay i think we are sorting things out and i'm standing strong for myself and for him to although i know he does not need my help as he has everyone around him who loves him. i'm learning to be more independent because i know me being dependent on this someone i think has made this person ill. i do blame myself for what I've done and that is why my heart feels like its been ripped outta my chest and thrown in the trash like nothing. but i'm not going to give up on this person and he knows who it is, because i love him and even if he try to push me away so he does not hurt me it will not ever work. because he is the one for me and i still believe it and will never stop believing it.

i know this does not make sense to the people who view it but the one person who means everything to me if he looks at my blog will maybe read this and understand what has been going through my mind right now.

Now i'm off to do some work and it will take my mind of him for a little while  because i am worried ti death about him..as he is ill. 

So..tonight I feel like a chick flick hehe shh

So yeah I feel like watching a chick flick tonight yes yes i have a thing for them shhh don't tell dusky hehe :') so I will be watching tonight.......drum roll please dum dum dum dum....... in her shoes & what to expect when your expecting hehe :') I hope you all have a good/great evening
Ovour

Hellooo beautiful people!

So I'm back dun dun dun haha , I've had a hard few days me and my boyfriend broke up he was confused and scared about things but we're good now for some odd reason and we're happy.
But anyway enough about my life for now...so I will be starting the challenges this week okay for sure guys and girls an make sure you check out katies, Leona's and duskys page :D and look at all the new stuff they have posted :D
Again I'm sorry I've been away for so long I've had a hard few weeks but I'm back on my feet and stronger then ever! :)

Hello everyone :)

Hello just checking up on everything and everyone how are you all and how was your Valentine's Day ;) x

Article time!

So i know it sounds very boring but I wanted to talk about the man who took the bus access for disabled people too court and won. The man who helped the safety of hundreds of wheelchair uses who use the buses is called Paulley (disabled campaigner). At first Paulley did not succeed in court first time round the wheelchair users and disabled customers of the 

However in 2012 the case was taken up again and finally after fighting another county court told Pulley that by the bus not being accessible for wheelchairs a county court again  judge said the firm's policy was in breach of all bus lines were said to be and i quote "appalled in December when three court judges found in favor of the bus line"   the Equality Act 2010.

he was awarded £5,500 for the damage that had been done to him because of the poor safety on buses for wheelchair users. :) what are your views of this matter and do not be rude thank you very much!

The quotes are taken from the BBC article on the

• 8 December 2014
 
• From the sectionLeeds & West Yorkshire
• if you would like to take a closer look at this article by the BBC here is the website link below!
  http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-leeds-30376446
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hello my amazing bloggers!

 Hello, Hello, hello everyone i have some good new for some blog updates, starting from today and  all through the half term i will be completing challenges who were given too me from my friends and the mad friend as you all know her as Amelie :)  here are some of what they are ! :)

Im so rubbish with new challenges so here we go

If you had a pizza and had to put something sweet and something savory on there, what would you choose?

If you designed a robot, what would you call it...And ya have to draw it...wahahaha

If you could be a fairy from rainbow magic books, which would it be? You can make it up

You get to live in any film, but you have to marry the villain. Which film would it be?

Ill try and think of some more...hope that okay for now :D

these will be some of the ones i will be doing and if you have any challenges you would like me too do let me know :) 

how to make easy origami dress!

 this is what im trying to making photography two of them haha :)

It's Friday tomorrow hoorray!

I hope you've seen my lovely readers that the people who read my blog and don't have a Google account now can get involved more with my blog (as you know the new rule is on the gossip board to keep everyone happy and safe) as the anonymous setting has been put on for comments ect. :) I hope you all are alright! :) let me ask you who are bloggers and have the phone app does yours, when you refresh the page you have written the statuses on your blog for. Does yours come up with all of the ones you've uploaded in then past ? Mine did at first but not now it won't and I have uninstalled and installed it again and it still won't do it??? Any idea what's going on its quite annoying haha if you can let me know what's going in that would be great! If you've experienced before of course or if you have any tips on how to solve it comment below thanks :)

OOOH look at this pretty cool eh :)

so here is something we looked at in contextual studies pretty cool eh its tapestry with  king Harold on (the guy with an arrow through his eye) its is now in an art gallery framed around a room on the walls as its so long. 

hello my amazing blogging friends!

So as you can see i have made a new page about my hobbies and collections you are welcome to comment with new ones or ones you do i can write about :) now i'm going to tell you what i did in buddies on Tuesday. we were taught how to do decoupage. which is basically recycling up old furniture and ornaments and other things with material, napkins and anything you like to use then you stick it on the furniture to add a nice/lovely texture to it. here is what i made they are both candle holders.

I have a cold :(

Anyone heard this song before from when they were little I did if you sing it to yourself in
The old McDonald nursery   rhyme your awesome haha!
I have myself a rotten cold
AA-AA-ACHOO!
I have myself a rotten cold
AA-AA-ACHOO
I need a tissue, I need a tissue
I have myself a rotten cold
AA-AA-ACHOO!

When I'm at school I catch my sneeze
(catch your sneeze in your arm)
AA-AA-AACHOO!
When I'm at school I catch my sneeze
AA-AA-AACHOO!
I need a tissue, I need a tissue

To get rid of the germs I wash my hands
Washy, washy, wash
So no one else will feel like this
Washy, washy, Wash
I need a tissue, I need a tissue
To get rid of the germs, I wash my hands
Washy, washy, wash

When I go home, I take a rest
Snooore
I find a warm place that I like to cuddle best
Snoore
I need a tissue, I need a tissue
When I go home, I take a rest
Snooore, good night!
When I'm at school I catch my sneeze
AA-AA-AACHOO

grrr blooming packages so hard to get open!

It was like trying to get into a military base haha joking so here are some updates for the blog i will putting a collection page so you can all see my amazing hobbies
and collections haha :)

Worried about him...

Still nothing from  him he hasn't read the blog bit I wrote for him I know it I think he's left me I dunno..I can't be with out him..he's my everything I'm worried about him..I hadn't slept because I've been waiting for a reply because he never let me known if he got home from the train station where is my baby boy :'(...please come back to me soon...:'(

I don't want to lose him:'(

I found the love of my life and I think I've ruined it I didn't mean too but I was angry and upset sorry I hadn't posted in a few days but I'll probably be off or away for alot longer if I can't sort this out with my dusky as he's the one who helps me along with everything including supporting me in my blog  I know you probably won't read it and I know he won't either because he angry and upset with me because I was mad about the plans for our Valentine's weekend being messed up and changed. I just want him to know I'm sorry for being mad and that I love you to pieces I hope i don't lose you and hope you can forgive me for being the A****** this time on the argument I love you to the moon and back Dusky please please I don't want to loose you I'm sorry :'( I love you :'(

What I did today in contextual studies!

Here are some pictures of the make up effects of a burning hand i did in class today with my make up kit I had on me and some tissue and pritt stick glue :) what do you think?

LEON, likes my make up so much he asked me to do another round of make up today!

Leon as we know loves drama and is a complete and utter drama queen. because he loves drama so much he has asked me to redo some make up for him. The reason he wanted me to do this was so he could, when he goes back to his old secondary school later today he can scare some of the drama production people to death haha :)

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A funny story between two students

So today I was sat at college in a class room here is what happens...

A college student (sat about 5ft away from me) is deeply in love with his classmate (I could tell as he had written her name all over a bit of paper and had Been staring at her for the past hour instead of looking at the board in maths) but he doesn’t know what to do to get the girl’s attention.

Later in class, he got the confidence and got up to ask the girl for help with his assignments and the girl agreed. (All though everyone knew he was the top of the class he just wanted to do anything he could to get her attention (awe how sweet eh)

Happily, he came to sit next to the girl and took out a book pretending to read.

After a little while, the girl asked: “You must be a genius. How can you read a book upside down?”

A few of the boys around him laughed and he said "because I can't stop staring at the beautiful mysterious text book in front of me" she laughed

Awe such a sweet and funny story cheesey though haha :')

Amelie say ADORABLE!!

My make up skills :) Gemma's still photos for film!

Actor Leon
:)