Worried about him...

Still nothing from  him he hasn't read the blog bit I wrote for him I know it I think he's left me I dunno..I can't be with out him..he's my everything I'm worried about him..I hadn't slept because I've been waiting for a reply because he never let me known if he got home from the train station where is my baby boy :'(...please come back to me soon...:'(

I don't want to lose him:'(

I found the love of my life and I think I've ruined it I didn't mean too but I was angry and upset sorry I hadn't posted in a few days but I'll probably be off or away for alot longer if I can't sort this out with my dusky as he's the one who helps me along with everything including supporting me in my blog  I know you probably won't read it and I know he won't either because he angry and upset with me because I was mad about the plans for our Valentine's weekend being messed up and changed. I just want him to know I'm sorry for being mad and that I love you to pieces I hope i don't lose you and hope you can forgive me for being the A****** this time on the argument I love you to the moon and back Dusky please please I don't want to loose you I'm sorry :'( I love you :'(

What I did today in contextual studies!

Here are some pictures of the make up effects of a burning hand i did in class today with my make up kit I had on me and some tissue and pritt stick glue :) what do you think?

LEON, likes my make up so much he asked me to do another round of make up today!

Leon as we know loves drama and is a complete and utter drama queen. because he loves drama so much he has asked me to redo some make up for him. The reason he wanted me to do this was so he could, when he goes back to his old secondary school later today he can scare some of the drama production people to death haha :)

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A funny story between two students

So today I was sat at college in a class room here is what happens...

A college student (sat about 5ft away from me) is deeply in love with his classmate (I could tell as he had written her name all over a bit of paper and had Been staring at her for the past hour instead of looking at the board in maths) but he doesn’t know what to do to get the girl’s attention.

Later in class, he got the confidence and got up to ask the girl for help with his assignments and the girl agreed. (All though everyone knew he was the top of the class he just wanted to do anything he could to get her attention (awe how sweet eh)

Happily, he came to sit next to the girl and took out a book pretending to read.

After a little while, the girl asked: “You must be a genius. How can you read a book upside down?”

A few of the boys around him laughed and he said "because I can't stop staring at the beautiful mysterious text book in front of me" she laughed

Awe such a sweet and funny story cheesey though haha :')

Amelie say ADORABLE!!

My make up skills :) Gemma's still photos for film!

Actor Leon
:)

BLOG UPDATES!

ROM TODAY THERE WILL BE SOME IMPORTANT CHANGES TO THE BLOG I WILL BE CHANGING THE PHOTO A DAY 2016 PAGE INTO MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, PUPPIES AND ME PAGE. I WILL ALSO BECAUSE IM STUDYING PHOTOGRAPHY BE STARTING A PHOTOGRAPHY PAGE :) SO I HOPE EVERYONE WILL GIVE ME SOME SUPPORT WITH THIS AND GIVE ME ADVICE IF YOU WANT TO GIVE ME ANY ABOUT MY PHOTOS BUT ONL NICE STUFF:P LATER ON TODAY I WILL BE POSTING PICTURES OF THE STILL PHOTOS AND SLOW MOTION PICTURES OF THE MAKE UP AND OTHER BITS AND BOBS I HAVE DONE FOR MY FRIEND GEMMA'S FILM FOR HER MEDIA EXAM. I HOPE YOU ARE ALL HAVING A FANTASTIC DAY! :) THIS IS ONE OF MY PHOTOGRAPHY PEICES ABOVE! BEAUTIFUL FIREWORKS!

SO HERE I AM AGAIN MUHAHAHAH!

So this news i told you about a little while ago about my friend Gemma who is the girl who got me into blogging here is her blog i just wanted to spread the word about her amazing film blog that she posts about pretty much every day here is the link below! :) why don't you take a look!

Gemma's blog is called HIT THAT FILM! its about her opinions on film and also reviews about what people, companies and actors think of the films all together she is a media student and loves to post about the new/old films she watches. if you are a media student and love to look and watch reviews of films this is the blog you should check out! :)

http://gemmacard.blogspot.co.uk/

Good morning everyone....

*wipes eyes* so tired not even splashing cold water in my face will help *sad face* sat in my critical studies class creating mind maps for my clown theme for my exam....FUN! haha its an all right project pretty interesting though i guess its one of the best projects i have focused on :) so i was going to tell you about what my good new is so..my friend has asked me too be in her film. 
1. to do her make up for the actors and the main character  
2. to be the narrator
3. to do the some of the other stuff
its exciting i cant wait i will post a picture of the person i do make up on okay i cant wait ill keep you up to date with what is going on happy blogging!

Nighty night!

Nighty night my friends.....

gosh its been such a long long day i'm absolutely cream crackerd can barely type a post I've got some big news tomorrow which i will post about see/talk to you later :) nighty night don't let count Dracula bit muhahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaahahhhhhhhhhhhhhahaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sweet dreams my friends :P

So what happand today....

So yes there's a big heart attack pile in the photo above well I'm telling you about a funny story today well...funny..maybe not just a little story from my day today okay so what happened....

Okay now you've heard of my friend Leon the one with all the crazy light obsession (from the very very late New year's party with buddies post) he today brought in £40 we went up Sainsbury and he managed to blow that in under an hour and fourth five minutes mad right but he didn't just spend it on his self he spent it on me and my friend who I talked about who got me into blogging in the first place (loving it though) . We troubled up there in the freezing cold (my legs felt like they were going to drop off as it was so freezing Dusky would call me a wimp ha ha :') what can I say he's from Scotland) anyway we went to Sainsbury and he said I'm giving you both £2 each and if you don't spend it or grab something I will slap you he said laughing (this wasn't a threat he was being funny) so we brought some stuff and he spent £22 on food and a CD. Then he needed to buy a birthday bear and a birthday card for his man friend and then in that post office he said he won't let us leave unless we buy something so he spent the last £20 on more sweets and chocolate haha let's list some of what he got haha :,)
Fanta
Crisp
Red bull
Chocolate bueno bars
Doughnuts
Tic tags
Iru bru
Monster energy drinks
Milkshakes
Chocolate coins
Teddy bears
Birthday card
Teddy x3
And loads more haha what a lovely friend he is :)

Hello how are you all?

So how are you all I have not really posted in a few days been so busy sorry about that  I'll be posting some more tomorrow :) happy blogging ;3

Ahhh...zombie mode activated...

Maths maths first today it sucked only seven people turned up it was ridiculous and it felt below 0 degrees in the room like I was wheeling into a human freezer at a morgue brr hows your morning been so far...???

ITS PARTY TIME!!!

this was for a very very late New years party with the club called buddies I told you a little while ago about my friend Leon brought in over 30 lights (the ones you can see above) costing just over £300 for the lot he must have been mad to been mad to bring it in old or only 30 minutes however it was a good laugh to have a disco with my crazy friends from buddies. We ate food I took piccys of everyone (haha mugshots) and Leon (drama queen) a we call him dancing around the room like he had a flee up his butt...but the funny thing was he while trying to Dance (baring in mind he cannot dance to save his life haha) he tried to eat and dance too well what Leon calls fascinating was a good day however I wish Dusky could have been there however he has been I'll for the last few days :(however hopefully after he sees a doctor I might be able too see him I don't know about you but how has led is it to get your man too the doctors after they have hurt them self or are quite I'll? Do you have to drag them there by yourself? Or do they just go knowing it's better to see someone ? :)

I'm in the eye patch hospital.....

Yesterday......

Well that is what I called it when I was little but I'm in he casualty and have been there for 4  hours already done two eye tests and now the doctor has been making us wait for another two hours
. As I go into  see this doctor he is blunt and ignorant towards me he ignores everything I say but listens to my mum but with out looking into her eyes. I think he has trouble with women. As he treated me like I was thick. I don't know about you guys but have you ever done the field bison test wear they show different coloured dots and you have too push a button every time you see one. I've done that test three time in now twice that night. Apparently I indifferent readings each time. All though I told him I can't help it because j find it hard too see a white dot on a white background as my eyes have muscles spasms so they un focus and focus all the time. Grr I really hate some doctors. Now because he does not believe me when if pushed the button for this test he says I have to come back in a couple of week for another 3 hours in eye casualty to do it all over again and this is all because apparently in his exact words "you are silly it was a test sometimes if they don't explain things properly you don't do the test right and that's what you did" I could of slapped the smile right of his face. So I'm really not a happy girl.

Hey people it's been a busy few days

So uh I've had a few bad days someone on purpose smashed my phone so now I'm gonna too have too buy  a new one great eh :/ I kind of knew who did it but like everything else it's not that easy as I have no evidence of her/him doing it there :@

So the milk incident...sounds odd right

So I went into college today and at lunchtime I was sat near a bin wairting for lunch to end and one minute I was fine the next minute I was covered in milk. This boy from across the cafe was messing around with his so called friends whebn they dared him to throw a full carton of milk into the bin with out looking behind him obviously..he didn't realise I was Sitting barely a meter away from the bin and obviously he has a crappy aim. And him and his friends just ran off I didn't see any of there faces I had no change of clothes and I had to sit for an hour and a half in horrible smelling spoiled Milk clothes.

Hello hello hello

Blog updates:
Katies blog a friend of my from college has persuaded me to add her page to my blog she wants to blog about her Art work she has created over the years she is an amazing artist..
Later on I will post about my funny story with some.....MILK! :0 Talk to you later happy blogging!!!

Grrr....People!

Some people drive me nuts so nuts I want too..never mind let me wind down my enournous anger issue and crank up my happyness if that's possible right now *crank crank* okay now I'm back to my boring self. So have any of you watched the new Sherlock that was on at New year's the Adominal Bride? My grandad didn't like it said he thought it was too weird for Sherlock however it's not exactly out of sherlock reach to be extremely weird and different is it. I must myself say I loved it!! But than again I love my History. It reminded me of the origional sherlocks..are any of you a fan girl/boy like me? A sherlockian? As they say :') I must say didn't Benidict Cumberbatch look good in that episode especially with his hair short however I did miss the short curly black hair on his gorgeous head haha :') but yes it was An absolutely Amazing Episode and I hope Steven Moffat does not make us wait long for the next episode!!! :')

Right guys if you have a fear of clowns do not look at this blog bit and run as far away from the computer or phone as I'm doing CLOWNS FOR MY EXAM...!!!

Clowns

So i hope not many of you have a fear of clowns as the next few weeks hopefully for one of my exams i will be practicing looking at CLOWNS!! dun dun dahh as you know i have...well not so much anymore i still do not like the idea of not knowing whose hidden under that face full of make up or the mask. it creeps me out i like a mystery just as much as the next person but clowns and what lays beneath it gives me the hibegeebes. however i believe the next design for my IMVU with my friend will be Gothic clowns/clowns i will try and get some female models from IMVU to help me. as you know i am a photography student so looking at something as cool as clowns for an exam theme is awesome. this however may surprise you it is not for photography its for Critical and Contextual Studies a research based course where you choose what you would like to focus on that term you get a new project every term its pretty cool. i enjoy this more then textiles and will get me a lot closer to focusing on my dream of becoming a photographer.